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im gonna go lie down and watch steven universe more its actually pretty good

i like pearl a lot

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i will regret most of this in ten minutes 

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in case you can see this. 

youre a fucking bitch and you need to stop trying to talk to me at work

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this is very vexing. 

ill ask sarah about it later.

she always knows what to do when it comes to things like 

emotions 

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bet he dont have strong personality game like me tho 

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also yeah fuck you i think that dust thing was poetic but really i was lashing out because i felt hurt and betrayed.

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yeah so uh.

fuck you tho.

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now im gonna watch steven universe

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most importantly i want to say thank you

thank you for being a terrible person 

so i can understand that i dont need terrible people in my life

that i dont need to be attached to people

that people are there to compliment the aesthetic around me.

that those who matter will latch onto me instead. 

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i want to say im happy for you

but i also want to wish you every heart break youve ever condemned me to

i want your heart to shatter into thousands of pieces into the dust that scatters on the earth so you can be a part of every place i step on

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how sad that you turned out to be a basic bitch

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jaegerrbomb: ohhhh my god i feel your fucking pain dude - but we all have these reoccuring thoughts about that one person. in the long run theyre just a piece of shit when you have you have it better on your end

so suck but its only because its 4 am

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i say these things to validate myself in my current state of being

i dont really mean these things

it’s only because it’s 4 am. 

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lol shit now i remember that i dont care because you were pretty terrible anyways. 

your attitude and in bed skills. 

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its my fault for caring about you

its my fault for thinking i mattered to you

and now i have someone who cares and now i have my friends with me

i learned so much

so why should i care about you.