For the longest time I just… I just stayed out of the relationship mess. I wanted nothing to do with it. At all. Ever. EVER.
I was so tired of the bullshit.
I found a new love.
I spent more time with my friends, with my bros, doing whatever the fuck I wanted.
But ever since I met her 8 or so months ago….
I can’t tell if I’m infatuated. I can’t tell if I’m starting to grow these feelings now that she’s my girlfriend.
I can’t tell. Because I’m so afraid.
I’m so hesitant so why was it so easy for me to suddenly feel this way.
WHY DO I ANNOY MY FRIENDS WITH MY GIRLFRIEND TALK.
I hate feeling this vulnerable.
I hate feeling this open.
She can crush me anytime she wants now.
And there is nothing I can do to stop her.